Eunyse Kwok

2012-02-11T02:42:00.004+08:00

I wonder if anyone, like me, have many dreams in their mind. I have so much I want to achieve in life but when I look at myself in the mirror, I only see a girl who's so afraid of taking risks, afraid of failure. I don't know where I should start from but all I know is that when I see someone else capable of fulfilling their dream, I get so frustrated. Especially when it's the same as mine. I could get help from those close to me, family, boyfriend, friends but then again, I really don't see a point because I want that sense of achievement where I can proudly tell everyone that I fulfilled my own dream. Of course I'm not rejecting any help but I kinda want to be independent & not always rely on people. That's my dream.

2012-02-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

"Love is when a person believes that he, she, or it can’t live without some other he, she, or it. No one actually needs another person or another person’s love to survive. Love, is when we have irrationally convinced ourselves that we do." — Gabrielle Zevin

2012-02-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

2012-02-08T00:57:00.003+08:00

At this very moment. I am dreaming of a (pretty pink with blingz) walk-in cupboard with a million & one, or more, designer clothes, branded bags & whatever comfy wedges/heels alive. Such a materialistic dream but no harm right?

2012-02-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

At Orchard Hotel preparing for....

!!!!

Everyone in costume except for the birthday boy who wanted to wait for everyone to arrive first..

(Cowboy, Tinkerbell, Retro girl, Egyptians, birthday boy, Wonderwoman, Supergirl & Superman - The awesome family)

& finally the birthday boy as Green Lantern

(No idea who they were but their masks were really funny)

(Supergirl, Wonderwoman, Wilma Flintstone, Tribal girl, Audrey Hepburn, Devil, Peterpan & Tinkerbell)

(Wonderwoman, Green Lantern, Wilma Flintstone, Flintstone, Tribal girl, some ninja?!?, Audrey Hepburn, Devil, Knight, Supergirl, Peterpan & Superman)

("Superman", is that some character from starwars?!?, Spiderman, Ninja, Green Latern, Jack Sparrow, "Superman" & Wolverine0

(LMFAO)

First time attending a birthday celebration with 3 cakes for one person!

Green Lantern giving his thank you speech

2012-01-28T01:34:00.001+08:00

Overdue pixx from Al's birthday dated 08/01.

2012-01-27T10:57:00.005+08:00

2012-01-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today marks our 29th month together hehe ♡♡♡

2012-01-24T14:20:00.001+08:00

2012-01-23T14:04:00.002+08:00

2012-01-22T01:25:00.003+08:00

2012-01-21T01:13:00.000+08:00

All ready for CNY with my new nails ^^

2012-01-20T00:00:00.005+08:00

I think the most difficult thing one must deal with in life are feelings. I wonder why we even have feelings. The past few days have been so depressing, I don't know where all the happiness went to. Maybe it's the exam stress, maybe it's pms, maybe it's what has hit my family or maybe it's just me thinking too much. People used to call me happy-go-lucky actually only my boyfriend did once like damn long ago but I'm certain many has called me crazy. But now I've become such an emo nemo. Ohwell... On the brighter side(I hope), tmr's my last paper or rather today because it's already past midnight, cny's coming means $$$ and I finally got a stall at a flea to sell my clothes!!!

2012-01-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

2012-01-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

Overdue pixx from Nic's birthday dated 30/12.

2012-01-13T18:05:00.002+08:00

I just received heartbreaking news....

2012-01-12T22:02:00.004+08:00

Can't find the right words to describe how I'm feeling now. Stress would be an understatement. It's been what? More than 2 years since I last sat for an exam I totally forget the feeling till tonight. That horrible feeling, worse than butterflies in my stomach is back. Can't wait for next friday. Dear God, please let me pass my papers. Let them be my motivation to let me know that I can still do it.

2012-01-11T18:14:00.000+08:00

So in love with my babypinkberry with rainbow keypad~~ Though I feel like I got con because when I received it, I realized I could have done it with just a few cents but I actually paid $8 for it!!!! Nonetheless, it's too pretty for me to be whining over it hehe. Now I'm gonna find it hard to give it up when the iphone5 comes out :s

2012-01-10T00:08:00.000+08:00

2012-01-06T18:09:00.005+08:00

So the boy & I caught 'The Girl with The Dragon Tattoo' & it was pretty disappointing. Maybe because I was told about the storyline from the book itself and expected much more but there was such a big difference with the two. It was good but I wouldn't say fantastic though I'm sure a lot of people would beg to differ. Shall catch the 2009 version of it soon since I heard it was better!

Rooney Mara is actually really pretty!!

2012-01-04T00:13:00.006+08:00

Taking some time off my assignment to blog because I'm about to explode researching non-stop. So anyway... I'm so glad I managed to book an appointment for my nails just 2 days before cny! Called so many places and they were either full or just doing express services. Was looking through 'pretty nails' in google & I found these..

Damn super chio lor but I think quite impossible to do here :'( Nevermind as long as I have some **bling bling** on my nails I'll be happy already plus thank God school's giving us a 3 week cny break! Whee~~ Kbyeback2assignment

2012-01-01T14:39:00.008+08:00

It's the time of the year to start making new year resolutions again though I think I still have my past year's ones left unchecked. This year, I must. I want to stop shopping so much & start saving $$$, find the motivation to study hard, be a better person & to stop hating except one.

Spent my first few mins of 2012 watching fireworks at Sengkang with the love of my life ♥

Hope everyone enjoyed themselves!!!
Happy New Year :)

2011-12-31T04:45:00.003+08:00

So it's one day to the new year & I'm stuck downstairs in my living room trying to complete my what-seems-impossible 2500 word essay though I have to admit I lost it an hour ago when I start googling Chanel/Balenciaga. I'm too materialistic for my own good but then again, who can resist such precious things. I have 2 weeks to complete a 2500 essay, 4000 group essay & study for my first 2 exams in let's see.. 2 years? I foresee a horrible start to 2012. Blah.

2011-12-29T22:45:00.008+08:00

"Girls who are in love are the prettiest."

This is my own logic, do not judge. I just find it so true because when you're in love with someone who loves you just as much, it's such a blessing. Been going out without makeup for the past few days because I've been feeling pretty happy pretty hehehe ;)

Me without makeup!

2011-12-28T15:18:00.001+08:00

2011-12-26T00:39:00.000+08:00

Cousins at my cutest niece's, baby claire, shower.

2011-12-25T21:33:00.002+08:00

Been staring at this blank space for days now & I realize I can't find the right words to describe how I feel because I'm in a total mess. I've been through this so many times but I'm still finding the reason why. What happens to something that loses its reason to stay alive? It dies. Everything's starting to wear me out & I'm starting to give up. There's too much to handle in life, I won't stay I wanna die but I just don't wanna grow up. I've never been able to deal with shit in life but instead just avoid them & letting them be because I'm scared. I'm scared that when I actually take a step forward, it'll crush me so hard. Then again, running away from what most call, reality, might very well be the worst thing to do because then I'll just be living in a life of pretence.

I wonder what happened to christmas, it used to be fun...
Anyhow, merry christmas to all of you out there, hope you're enjoying yourselves :)

2011-12-24T00:45:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM THE KWOK FAMILY!!!!

2011-12-09T02:35:00.005+08:00

Have you ever felt the lowest in life, where you just see everything in a negative way? Well, I'm feeling that today & it feels like shit. This rarely happens but when it does, it just pisses me off that some people are trying to test my patience just because I keep quiet about whatever shit they're saying. You know, when someone just keeps blabbering bullshit about you just to see what's your limit? Some people just need to learn how to be more sensitive. I hate how you just can't control some things in your life. Like the fact that I can spend money like water only to realize that I'm going to be broke throughout the whole month because I've been splurging on unnecessary things? What makes me even more angry is that when I buy something and realize how much I do not need in and I start getting desperate about selling those things but I just have no idea how to. The fact that I'm learning all about stereotyping in class, in fact I just did an essay about it but somehow or rather, I find myself judging people a whole lot more. I can't say that I hate life because I have a great family, loving cutie pie boyfriend and my crazylikeme bunch of girlfriends but I mean no one's ever really satisfied with their life, no? I'm sick of complaining/ranting to people and get the same old replies, not that I don't appreciate the concern but it's frustrating how no one can really put themselves in your shoes and look at everything the way you do. Everyone's so damn different I hate it. I think I haven't been getting enough sleep and this week in school has been pissing the hell out of me because it was just a complete waste of my time. I need to learn how to be happier. I just thought about it today and I came to realize that we're all in charge of our own happiness. Seriously.

2011-11-30T21:15:00.007+08:00

Studying at Starbucks with centre-parting hair! 1500 words, I can do it.

2011-11-24T16:25:00.007+08:00

Just added new stuff to Shopewardrobe! Find my preloved Topshop / Asos stuff there at insane prices!! Right now there're only bags & shoes but when I'm more free, I'll be putting up clothes(mostly from Topshop!!!!!).

Start shopping at Shopewardrobe & stay tuned for more... ;)

2011-11-23T12:21:00.001+08:00

2011-11-22T20:12:00.008+08:00

Stayed home the whole entire day just to finish up on my assignment & I did it but I'm not jumping for joy yet because there's another 3 waiting for me, with 1500 words min and 4000 words max. I officially hate school.

2011-11-21T01:36:00.011+08:00

2011-11-17T21:04:00.005+08:00

On a random night & yups I'm back with black hair!

2011-11-16T12:28:00.009+08:00

2011-11-14T22:08:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes you just can’t tell someone how you feel. Not because you don’t trust them, and not because you think they will judge you. But because you can never really find the right words to make them understand, and it makes you frustrated. People take things in so many different ways, and that is why it’s so hard. But if what you’re trying to say is meant to be said, it will find a way to be understood."

2011-11-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

Life's too fucking mundane ever since school started. It was not like that when I was working.... feels like I learnt so much more while working. I need entertainment in my life!!!!! I feel like I haven't lived my life crazily before, I really wanna experience. Too many fucking restrictions around.

2011-10-30T04:08:00.004+08:00

Got free tix to Halloween Horror Night @ USS from baby's dad & what's more, it was the VIP tour!!! Meaning we didn't have to queue for a single thing at all muahahaha all the stares we got.... Ohwell, :p So baby said he wasn't scared of any of the ghost but instead, he was scared of my screaming haha oopsy! Gonna suffer from a really bad sore throat the next few days.. :(

2011-10-29T03:38:00.005+08:00

Cousin's wedding was held at Fiesta in Resorts World & there was even a mini celebration for baby since it was his actual birthday!!! :) :) :) I thought the food was awesome there! Nomnomnom

Hehe my handsome birthday boy^^

My Maggie~~

TSTMTO

The awesome most cutest family evaaaaa ♥

2011-10-28T02:59:00.002+08:00

Went down to town to get the boy's birthday present before giving him his surprise! He kept saying the whole day, "I thought you said you planned the day" *pouts* repeatedly and I was like "Yes yes yes, soon you'll get your surprise!!!!!!!" (in my head) haha so we headed over to Taka's Seoul Garden where his friends were waiting for him and despite the queue, I just walked in & had him question me, "Wah self-service ah baby?" then TADAH!!!!! He was surprised, thank God!!!!! Then it was to Punggol Waterfront Bay for his second surprise! His other friends were alr there with a cake but unfortunately, he found out :( :( :( Sadx10000000 but it was alright because he was all touched & everything hehehe ^^ So so glad his friends were so co-operative in this mission ;)

Next few pictures were taken in a million-dollar house... Seriously, a house with a lift!?!!? :O

Really had a lot more photos but my camera seriously sucks :'(

2011-10-27T04:25:00.004+08:00

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2011-10-26T02:56:00.001+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥ HAPPY 26TH ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-10-25T02:23:00.000+08:00

2011-10-25T00:47:00.003+08:00

Backspaced a whole chunk of angsty ugly words because I promised the boy that I'll do my best to move on. I have no time for such things anymore because there really is more to life than stooping down to your level and have some bloody online fight with you. Anyway just so you know, it's THRILLS not TRILLS and it's GAME ON not GAMES ON (in case you ever encounter such a situation again and need to use these words which is highly possible because of what a person you are).

2011-10-24T03:18:00.003+08:00

So... it's back to school for me in 11 more hours. It's been more than a year since I last studied so I don't exactly know how I'm suppose to feel. I was excited, getting a new schoolbag, a new pencil case, new stationaries when I realized that maybe I was just trying to give myself reasons to feel excited about school. But now, just hours before I meet maybe around 100 new faces or more, I'm starting to feel so scared and pathetic. Everyone knows I've been anti-social all my life or rather, the people I'm close with. It's not that I choose not to initiate a conversation with people but I afraid that people would judge me for whatever reason they have. The fear of having to deal with homework, group projects and exams, that was something I forgot long ago. 18 months, just 18 months and this will be over. I pray to God that time will fly pass.

2011-10-23T03:37:00.000+08:00

So damn proud of myself today, even baby was! :B Well, there was never anything to be afraid of since I knew the truth, it was just how I was gonna deal with it. Afterall, I wasn't the slut ;) And so, life goes on~~~

Sibei act cute, act chio, just act act picture but hehe I likey it ^^

2011-10-21T04:08:00.003+08:00

The best part of a relationship is the h2h talk after a quarrel. Well, that's in my opinion. I'm really glad I have you in my life to guide me whenever I feel so lost. It's like, just knowing that you're here for me makes me feel extremely at ease. I know I'm nothing near perfect but I can assure you that I love you with my all. x

2011-10-16T17:21:00.003+08:00

I feel like some obsessed fan of Hyun Bin from secret garden. I think I'll go rewatch it again ;)

2011-10-15T04:50:00.000+08:00

Back from bangkok with the boy! Thank God for protecting us and letting us reach home safely.

2011-10-05T14:54:00.007+08:00

When you're bored at home & have photo booth in your com.........

2011-10-04T16:12:00.009+08:00

Made an impromptu visit to Haw Par Villa which everyone kept saying is closed alr, thank God for google! It was quite an amazing experience, I mean everything was made so beautifully though baby said it was managed better last time. Baby kept asking me to read and learn but I was just busy taking pictures!!! And just fyi, it was called Tiger Balm Gardens in the past because it was built by the Tiger Balm King thus you'll be able to see a lot of statues promoting Tiger Balm there! Yay, finally I have a lot of pictures for a post!!! Enjoy :)

Finally wearing my pretty pink contacts!!!

2011-10-03T02:45:00.006+08:00

Been spending almost everyday with the boy, sleeping over more and we just got back to our honeymoon period. I'm so used to this life but it's gonna be over real soon because..... it's 21 more days to school, in other words, doomsday :'( It's been what? More than a year since I last studied, I don't exactly know how to describe how I'm feeling right now. Excited? Scared? I keep telling myself that I wanna be a good student, study hard & you know whatever everyone else tells themselves before starting school but I'm seriously freaked out. Being the anti-social, unfriendly me, I'm so afraid I wouldn't be able to make friends or get along with my new classmates. Most importantly, I was never good at studying. Ever. Now that I'm taking my bachelor, I'm so afraid of failing because I know if I do, it's gonna be the worst feeling ever. Sigh, 18 months. I can do it! I can do it! I hope.

2011-09-29T00:50:00.010+08:00

The lack of visuals on my blog is pissing me off so here's baby & I!

2011-09-26T00:42:00.001+08:00

Hehe happy 25th my love!!!! ♥♥♥

2011-09-20T23:19:00.003+08:00

After last night and well this morning, I realized how bad I made you feel and how you're actually really changing this time. The words, 'I promise I'll go through this with you.' seem like a lie at first until you pulled and embraced me so tightly. I'm sorry I haven't been strong all this while, not doing anything to deal with it. Instead I've been finding reasons for myself to feel this horrible, when you have been here all along trying to make me feel better. Now I know and I'm not going to give myself any reason to let you go. Ever.

2011-09-18T03:11:00.000+08:00

It's been a stay home saturday for me, watching random movies online just to kill time. Boyfriend's been in malaysia for 11 hours now giving his bike a new makeover(can't wait for pearly pink bike!!!!!!) and though I'm excited and have been waiting for this day for him to finally get everything fixed one shot, I miss him. I miss him so much I'm going crazy spamming his phone. Then suddenly the fear of him entering NS a year later overwhelms me. I'm so clingy, it's horrible. Even though it's been less than a day, I can't wait to see him. I can't wait to be in his arms, snuggling up to him, hearing him sweet talk me.... HURRY COME BACK :'''''(

2011-09-17T03:30:00.001+08:00

2011-09-16T22:42:00.005+08:00

So we caught A Little Bit Of Heaven today and I liked it though I thought Kate Hudson's death in the show was too sudden, I even had to ask the boy, 'she died???'. Today was planned by the boy and I was really happy because as you all know too, guys hardly ever plan but he did and I was so happy because he even suggested for us to go down to Oakham Market hehe :p Got a top & a bottom and I swear no more shopping for me till like maybe one month later??? I hope. Dinner was with the boy and a few of the girlssss! Boyfriend's out working now.... if not I could be home with him cuddling >:( I've been having very very bad insomnia that I'm quite tempted to get some sleeping drink from guardian I saw, something like sleeping pills I think, just in a drink form. And and, not only my body clock's screwed but my eating clock(if there's even such a term) as well. Ok, I hate posts without visuals so I'm gonna stop now. Need to start taking more pictures while I'm out!!!!

2011-09-15T20:49:00.005+08:00

I decided not to let someone as dirty as you corrupt my life anymore. I realized I shouldn't be the one crying over what had happened because I wasn't the one who lost anything. I wish you all the best in your life, continuing to do whatever you've been doing since you don't see a single thing wrong with it. But just fyi, you have ruined your reputation a lot by what you have done. That's all. I guess at the end of the day, at least I have true friends and a wonderful boyfriend to go through this with me.

2011-09-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

Randomly blogging because I'm so bored at home. Just caught Crazy Stupid Love with baby and it wasn't good enough considering that fact that I wanted to watch it badly. One reason why I wanted to watch it was because of Emma Stone, I loved her in Easy A but there was so little of her that I got bored.. Plus the super irritating girl beside me who couldn't keep her mouth shut just pissed me off so bad. Actually this post was just so I could post pictures of Emma Stone from Easy A so here goes...

2011-09-07T21:55:00.004+08:00

Celebrated mummy's birthday at Paradise Dynasty. I really love such occasions when the entire family gets together to have a meal. We used to have family dinner every sunday but now that we have all grown up and are leading our own lifes, or rather love lifes, things just aren't the same anymore... I really miss my family, the bonding.

So mummy literally screamed when she opened her present.... an iPad2 though after that she told us she already suspected it but ohwell at least her scream made our efforts in hiding it more worthwhile :)

2011-09-05T03:32:00.002+08:00

I lost myself while trying to save this. I don't know the reason for my actions, my words, my feelings anymore. All I know is that I want to spend my life with you because ever since I've been with you, I've never thought about anything other than that. It's been 2 years, and it's enough to prove to myself that you're worth everything I have to offer. Please try with me. Please work this out with me because I love you more than you'll ever know..

2011-09-03T15:02:00.003+08:00

I've been fighting hard through the past few days with what's been thrown at me. It's hard for me to try to accept the fact that something once so perfect could be crushed within a few seconds, with just one regretful action. Life's fragile, so is happiness. I don't know what I'm suppose to do anymore because I don't even know the direction I'm suppose to go. It seems like the direction I've been planning out for myself has a huge obstacle now and it seems pretty impossible to break through. What do you do when you want something so damn much but find out that it just isn't yours? No matter how hard you try, eventually you'll have to let go because you're hurting no one but yourself.

2011-08-26T21:59:00.001+08:00

Happy 2nd anniversary, my love ♥
What more can I say about how I feel for you? I'm obsessed wth you. Even though we've been together for 2 years now, I still get excited on the night before we go dating or celebrate any special occasion that I can hardly fall asleep. My heart still keeps a beat when I see you because seeing you makes me so happy! I know, I'm nothing near perfect and that you've given me so many chances in this relationship whenever I made a mistake and I thank you for that because I really wouldn't know what to do without you... I love you bby, forever and ever :*

2011-08-25T22:11:00.005+08:00

My 19th birthday present from baby was a 1D1N stay at...

The vintage lounge / bar

We got the whimsical king with the space theme!!! The room was really nice and space-y but it was really tiny. I mean it was way smaller than what we expected it to be!

But I really loved the way they decorated the room! Most of all, I loved the walls!!! The tiny lights made it look like stars!!! And not to forget the extremely super duper ultra comfy bed which bby couldn't stop jumping on!

Dinner was spent with the girls :) Roxy steamboat, I just love it there somehow! Haha my first ever non-chocolate birthday cake from the girls! Thank you all!! It was like a marshmallow cake!

Hello kitty overload! Presents from the girls :) Thank you all again!!

And it was back to the hotel to countdown to our 2nd anniversary! ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-08-22T01:28:00.004+08:00

What does it take for us to be able to live our life the way we want to? With no one telling us what to do or restricting us from doing what we wanna do. I agree, sometimes people restrict us only because they want the best for us but I guess sometimes it can make us feel like we're living our lifes for them. I've heard a phrase that goes something like 'We are all going to die one day so we should do whatever we wanna do with the time we have because at least, at the end of the day, we'll die with no regrets.' Well I think I heard something like this from somewhere before if not, then that's just how I feel. Though, sadly to say, I'll never have the guts to do so.. To sum up this post, I'd just like to say that I'm unhappy with a part of my life now.

But as most say, life's unfair.

2011-08-20T03:56:00.001+08:00

One of my secret / impossible dream, to dance

2011-08-18T03:46:00.006+08:00

Been glued to the computer for 12 hrs straight today. Looking through pictures on random tumblrs, downloading music, online shopping, watching movies.. Infact I just watched, Love Actually. "Love is actually all around." I always hated how people always complained about life, either about how they hate it or how they're bored with it. Well today I just did that to my boyfriend and I felt extremely pathetic. What the hell am I doing with life? Bumming at home & sleeping at odd hours of the day when I could be working, earning money to save for the future.. Meeting the girlies tmr! & maybe a stayover at bb's house! :B

2011-08-17T20:06:00.003+08:00

I miss Gossip Girl.

2011-08-16T18:30:00.003+08:00

If I could, I would.

2011-08-15T17:51:00.009+08:00

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2011-08-14T17:49:00.000+08:00

I need a new haircut. Or, maybe just a new hair colour.

2011-08-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

I wanna dream big. Though it might lead to disappointment / sadness, I still wanna dream big. I wanna be able to design my own clothes, my style, my inspiration and set up my own shop. If this dream doesn't work out, I still have a back-up plan. I wanna be a taitai, I wanna own 1 bag of whatever brand there is! Ok, let's be realistic abit.. I wanna marry Chia Wilson, have a little girl and a little boy then lead a happy life with them forever and ever. Yay!

2011-08-11T03:48:00.003+08:00

I spend hrs on random days editing my blogskin, trying to make it look nice but it's silly because I never have anything to blog about. Ever. My life's been pretty dull for the past few weeks. Been spending a lot of time with the boy but singapore is so boring that we find ourselves stuck at home watching tv for hrs, not that I mind :p Just paid school fees today... countdown to 24th oct. It's been what? 2 yrs since I last went to school. I don't even know how I'm suppose to be feeling. I was excited but now, I'm having that fear of not being able to do well and end up giving up. *cross fingers that it would never happen* I realized how bad a spendthrift I was when I was still working at Topshop. Every week I'll definitely have new clothes but now, I find myself staring at my wardrobe with so damn many clothes which I've either worn once and hated it or never worn before and regret buying. I NEED A FLEA SO DAMN BADLY, FLB7 HURRY!!! Now that I'm growing up and ahem, starting to save, I realized how spoilt I was. Finally I'm starting to understand why people always say, 'spend money wisely' because when you grow up, you'll start to realize how bloody hard it is to save up to support no one but your own self.

Okay this post is weird haha but I like ;)

2011-07-27T01:32:00.003+08:00

Is it really possible to forgive without bearing a single grudge? Is it right to let the people who have done you wrong go and just live life with them pretending that nothing ever took place? I find both my heart & mind constantly at war with each other. Today I realized that I'm not strong. All this while, I lied and convinced myself that I can deal with it. Fact is that up till now, I haven't found a way to deal with it at all. There's a reason why they call it a scar, it's gonna be there forever to haunt you.. And mine is at the bottom of my heart. A place I find myself running away from all the time.

2011-07-24T23:47:00.007+08:00

One & only hellokitty bling blackberry 9700 casing done by baby and I ;) So extremely happy it turned out so pretty!!!

Would anyone want such a casing as well? Any phone model!
Thinking of marketing it, comments???

Mail dailyamour@hotmail.com for any enquiries :)

2011-07-22T23:57:00.001+08:00

Caught Sex and Zen with the boy because it was rated 5 stars but...... who knew it ended up to be such a lame and stupid show! Total disappointment and whatsmore we paid $14 for each ticket because I thought it was only shown in 3D. Yet to be fair, since baby said it did have a good storyline(which I don't agree to!!!) I'll rate it half a star ;)

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2011-07-06T12:27:00.002+08:00

This rollercoaster ride needs to end, now.

2011-07-01T16:24:00.001+08:00

"It’s amazing the things you realize when you lose someone. You get mad at yourself for not saying the things you could have said a million times. You take for granted the days you spent doing nothing when you could have been with them. Anyone can be taken, at any point in our lives, but we always wait until they’re gone to say the things we never had the courage to say."

2011-06-29T16:50:00.005+08:00

Great time @ Nic's till around 3am, such innocent fun! We should have a sleepover one day!

2011-06-27T19:43:00.002+08:00

This is the 181st hr spent consecutively with my dear boy. I can seriously see myself spending my future with him(getting excited just thinking about it!!!!!)

Though I'm a day late, still, happy 22nd love ♥

2011-06-25T16:09:00.001+08:00

1D1N @ MBS for some family bonding time!

2011-06-21T05:07:00.002+08:00

'I want to be your favourite hello
And hardest goodbye.'

2011-06-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

One of the few walls I did up before my official last day @ topshop.. Something no one would understand unless they were a vms themselves. I'm so glad I actually mastered a skill during my 15 mths there.

2011-06-18T20:21:00.001+08:00

This year's Father's Day was packed with activities, it was such a great family-bonding time! Steamboat to ice-cream to bowling(which we haven't done in years!?!!)

World's Greatest Daddy
I love him so very very very much..

2011-06-10T16:19:00.001+08:00

Some of the few people who means a whole lot to me ♥

2011-06-08T22:59:00.002+08:00

I can never accept the fact that something once so beautiful has turned into the most ugly thing ever. Is it just me who can't accept changes and believe that it is all somehow just a nightmare? That everything will be or must be back to normal the next morning. I think I'm just too naive, I need to grow up.

2011-06-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

Such a burden

2011-06-06T16:33:00.002+08:00

"Relationships are never easy. Some days you’re going to wake up and that love you know you have for the person in the bed next to you, isn’t going to come so naturally. We always say “no one told us it was going to be this hard” but they did. We choose not to listen because it seems so unreasonable that one day, you will find yourself doubting your love for that person. The only way you can make a relationship last is if you work at it every day and never give up on it. Because if you fight and argue and quarrel with that person and still can’t imagine leaving them, then you love them. And that’s the kind of love that’s forever."

2011-05-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

I need a getaway.

2011-05-25T13:04:00.003+08:00

Taken awhile back, just found them today. . .

2011-05-23T17:12:00.002+08:00

What do we live for? Ever asked yourself that? I've been asking myself this question for the past few days / months but I realize I've lost myself in the process. It's hard to describe what's going on in my life right now. All I can say is that I haven't been happy, for a very long time. I need to find myself.

2011-05-22T17:19:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/EunyseKwok

2011-05-20T19:26:00.001+08:00

"I'm not going to tell you that I cannot live without you.
Because I can.
I just don't want to."

- quoted from 'Rumors Has It'

2011-05-18T23:08:00.001+08:00

They always say to leave the past behind and just move on but there's just some of those bad events that happened and no matter what, you cannot forget because they were a lesson learnt. I just realized that when something bad happens and doesn't affect you, it just means that you're afraid of the truth. But as time pass by, and slowly you build the courage to face/accept the truth, you'll end up feeling a million time worse than how you were suppose to feel. Then again, life's never fair. Reality is harsh.

2011-05-16T19:22:00.003+08:00

I was living in a fairytale for the past 2 days, I was the princess while you were the prince.

Now I just need a happy ending.

2011-05-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

Why do we always hold onto the past when the truth is right infront of us? Maybe because even though just 1 yr ago, everything was simple. It was a simple love which lead to simple happiness. Now, there's just too much complications to handle and sad to say, it's calld reality. I always thought of myself as a small girl because of the way my parents/boyfriend pampers me but no, I've been a part of the harsh world(as people like to call it) without me even knowing it, much less prepared. I hate how life is now, I haven't been happy for a long time. I think I might even have forgotten how it felt like. Sometimes I just imagine myself sitting by the beach, with the soothing sound of the waves and the cool breeze blowing and I'm just there thinking about my life. Always wanted to do such a thing but never dared to because I know that at the end of the day, I wouldn't have thought about anything because I don't even know where to begin. There's too much unhappiness in my life right now, I've never felt more miserable before. It's time. I need to learn what to hold on to, what to let go and most importantly, I need to grow up and start thinking independently.

2011-05-11T00:41:00.001+08:00

Sleeping with a broken / empty heart tonight.